Most employees find it difficult to communicate with their supervisor in the workplace. After reading about your experience, I can understand the frustration you deal with at times. You want to clarify and avoid confusion, and you want to do itso in a positive environment. I also see that you are dependable,; even with the pandemic you remain reliable to performing your duties. I would like to recommend that you set up a meeting with your supervisor to solve any communication issues interfering with your performance. Resolving issues to motivate and encourage your personal growth in the company soshould not be an issue. I think this response should help resolve and generate positive feedback.