nedNed, I lost control and I fuckedmessed up BIGbig time. Please, Marilyn, forgive me. oneOne day, hopefully sometime soon, you'll be my friend, please if. Please. If I had known, Marilyn, that’s all we would’ve been,. I would’ve given you a lot of space. I didn’t want to ruin everything aslike I did please. I didn’t know. haveHave a good rest of your day,. It's okay if you don’t want to respond it’s okay honestly. Honestly, no pressure. I would prefer you didn’t, unless it’s a kind message,. I know it seems like I’m blowing you up, but I’m not. Just please read this twice and don’t take this message lightly,. I know it’s a text, so it doesn’t seem like much, but this is me being as serious as I can be. I don’t want to fight with you, or ever and(and I mean EVEREVER!) or say anything to you that isn’t kind,. I miss you. I hope we can talk soon, Marilyn. I miss you so much, love.