So imaI'm going to start this off by saying I didn’t bang the phone on you, Julian, the call dropped, that. That sound I told you that was pissing me off was the same sound I heard when the last call dropped. I honestly thought you banged the phone on me, but I didn’t hear “the“The caller has hung up,” all I heard was “beep, beep, beep,” which means the call failed. I don’t wanna argue with you, I don’t wanna fight with you. I don’t wanna be without you,. I love you, julianJulian. I’m still working on fixing myself. You’re right, I have a stupid guard up and I shut down. I don’t know why I get crazy over you, I just do.